As you will notice I haven’t been blogging for quite a while. Basically I just do not have the energy or perhaps the motivation to blog as my school life so mundane. Looks like I am adapting well back into the school life after almost 2 months back in school. The stress levels are much more manageable now.

There are so many things going in my mind. Ranging from the future – my career path, to the near future – where shall I proceed after my secondary school life and also the upcoming activities such as school work, CCA and all. However I haven’t seemed to come to a conclusion maybe because of the lack of knowledge of the outside world after growing up in a sheltered school environment for 16 years. Sometimes I wonder if the education system here is suitable for grooming people for the harsh outside world. Whatever has been done cannot be undone, I still have to come to a point where I have to choose. Decide.

Sometimes I wonder the meaning of life, the reason for us to be here, in this world. What is our purpose? Just to go through the process of happiness, sadness, pain, death, sickness and all the various emotions? Life is like a mystery to me. That’s what perhaps I am here for – to uncover and solve this whole mystery. I don’t know and perhaps know one really knows the very exact answer, or there isn’t even an exact answer.

Whatever the purpose, it looks like I have to treasure the fact that I am living in this place giving me the opportunity to experience a wide range of things. Will I able to bring all this knowledge with me when I die? Well that’s besides the point, what’s important now is to live life to its fullest.